Project Mayhem.

2004-10-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

aha. This one's for the ppl i love.

everyone noes who's that.
Thats her.
my lesbian partner, as some would label us.
Not entirely wrong, we do love each other. Probably more den anyone else, after our families.

yes, that's our feet.
uh-huh. we do the craziest things.
Dont even get me started.

geog kakis!!
ah i love these ppl.
i love geography classes. our geog trip.. we had such a blast.
me and pq even went for spa treatments!
yup. naked in the damn tub together.
now that's something. but its fine.. it was a milk bath anyway.

Karaoke!!!
we were insane, yes.

i just have to add this in.
look at Sya.
So happy and delighted that we didn't have to do our presentation that day.
her expression is priceless.
obviously we weren't ready for anything. :)

and how can i ever forget my dear dear Mr Elwin.
my most favourite teacher in the world.
i love him.

:)

2004-10-22T14:48:00.000+08:00

i have the sweetest and the BEST best friend in the WHOLE ENTIRE universe.
she just came, all the way from Bedok to Jurong to my house, to give me my present!
omg.
i want to kiss her all over.
plus she saw me with my PJs and toe socks in my worst ever raw state.
i hadn't even taken a bath.
wow.
shes the best aint she?
hee.
and this is for her, all in orange, her fav colour.
i swear by everything thats holy i'm gonna try my best to be as wonderfully nice to her as shes so perfectly amazing to me.
i am the luckiest woman in the world.
i have a wonderful family aside from the assholitical brother who can be quite the sweetie sometimes.
i have a lovely charming and totally cute boyfriend.
and i have the best and most loving best friend in the world.
and i love all of them.
with all my heart.
:)

2004-10-18T14:48:00.000+08:00

i wanna go lounging.
just talked to an old friend today whom i dearly miss and we decided we prefer cuddling up on a comfy couch and watch live bands or pianists play. i dont wanna be on that fruckken dancefloor anymore..
omg. i'm becoming mellow-er by the day.
i think tere once told me that too!
oh well..
i love Kittie and i love The Killers.
i love In Flames too!
Shar, if u want songs, get frm them, but i doubt they're part of ure genre.
Anyone noes a good place to learn drums?
I am so deprived of things that do not actually put u to sleep.
my life is an official bore.
i am so emaciated with the thought of going to that damn study table again.
School and the fruckken As are debilitating!
i am going to slowly fade into the world of grayscale and letters and numbers.
somebody help me!

all that aside,
i think i wanna have Pizza later for dinner!

:)

2004-10-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

this is getting too publicised.
sorry guys. i'm not linking now.

2004-10-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

The Killers - Somebody Told me. (totally rocks)

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink, you might miss
'Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well, somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential

Ready lets roll onto something new
Takin' it's toll and I'm leaving without you
'Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well, somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential a rushin' a rushin' around

Pace yourself for me
I said maybe, baby, please
But I just don't know now
When all I wanna do is try

Well, somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential a rushin' a rushin' around

Somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential a rushin' a rushin' around

2004-10-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

i like sharifah. i think she's real sweet and funny and generally such an obedient person. She loves music. Well, i love music too but i mean, i think Shar can't get enough.. hee.. and wats real nice is that she shares her love for music arnd her, not just keep it to herself.. i think that's a real cool gesture.. :)

so anyway, i just realized that my taste in music has widened up from listenening to crazy shit metal songs and power metal songs to real old skool type rock.. currently thanks to Shafa i'm hooked on The Strokes and i can't get enough of them. Really. and now i kinda like the sounds of this band called The Killers.. i tink that's their name... yups.. and Muse and Velvet Revolver although they're different.. but i think old skool rock is so straightforward and honest and so easy to listen to! And i love their drummings.. the drums really play a part in their music.. its like every single instrument counts.. and has its own individual role that u can really hear.. i love it.

ok apart from that, i still loveee metal bands.. currently crazy over (still) Nightwish and H.I.M (His Infernal Majesty), In Flames, Portishead, Blindside.. i dunno why i like em.. i tink i'm just really wierd by nature.. i love the gothic tradition.. i love anything gothic but no, i'm so not satanic.. :)

Please don't kill me hafi for typing this but i loveee classics.. or just plain symphonic music and celtic music.. esp the LOTR soundtrack.. and Bach - Air on G.. Schubert.. his trout quintet.. real nice pieces.. really.. they won't put u to sleep, i promise.

I guess i love music too huh.. punk is not bad, hiphop is alright.. but not too much of it tho, kinda makes me sick aft a while esp watching their videos.. they're all so bling bling and what nots. i think, if u listen to proper techno like industrial techno, it might be forgivable. heee. cos i really hate techno i have no idea why..

i need a book.
Anything other than a literature text pls. Currently reading The Monk.. just finished Dracula and The Bloody Chamber.. a must read, for feminists worldwide. :) I wanna read DaVinci's Code but i think that has to be done only after the A Levels..theres so many things i wanna do i cant even put it down. argh.

2004-10-15T05:35:00.000+08:00

i'm so into fishnet stokings and corsets rite now.
:)
plus i'm so into fir.

2004-10-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

oh my god.
i have the stupidest most idiotic dumb but totally cute and wonderfully adorable boyfriend.
oh my god.
anyway yes, i was complaining abt how i'm gettin real fat right now and he says "alright, i'll help you lose weight then!"

yes, that is so the ideal reaction to what i was saying. Really fir honey. Please, please PLEASE think before u speak. so anyway i was in near tears after everything but i was half laughin and half about to bawl and there he was being so cute and trying to take back what he said.
:)
so anyway i told him if he ever wanna marry me he'd have to get me rings from high end shops like those by Daniel K or George Jensen or Scott Kay, a pair of shoes from Manolo and a white suit from Dolce and Gabbana or Donna Karan. hahahha... poor guy.. he said he'd try to work for it.. i have the best guy in the whole wide world and i love him so much i could die.

i dunno if its just me but ever since i bought my first season of F.R.I.E.N.D.S, season 3, i've been totally hooked on em since. i bought season 1 to 4 and download season 5 to 9.. my mom says i can get all of em online after As. Yay! anyway i've spread this love for friends to Sya who like me now is a HUGEEEE fan of Friends. i am so totally in love with Joey cos he's oh-so adorable and u noe, like Phoebe says, U'd never expect someone so hot to be so sweet. hee!
And i love chandler cos hes so witty and Ross cos hes just so funny!!! i love them i really do.
and i love rachel and phoebe!! argh. i am such a Friends addict. totally.

so anyway went out with my best friend today.. yay! get this. she wanted to meet me at cos i didnt go to sch so she told me to meet her at 1.30 and nicely i said "hello.. i'm not gonna be that late.. why not 1?" and yes, i reached CT hall at 1.30.. hahaha.. thank god she, knowing me came late too so she only had to wait for 15 mins.. hee! i love her i do! We had so much fun.. just loads of walking but we were just talking and talking.. we ate toast and went to look for sya's pressie and yay i found the perfect one.. i hope sya loves it as much as i do.. hee! We were supposed to eat at Breeks but this woman was smart enough to get us lost thinking Breeks was at Taka.. Breeks was at Wisma but i think they relocated.. so anyway we decided when we have money later on we'd eat at IndoChine.. the place is so nice! love the couches.. plus theres this real cool cafe at Bugis.. it's so homey.. sofas and cushions and movie posters.. its so pretty.. i just wanna sit and read with her.. i love hafi so much. i dunno wat i'd do without her.. really. :)

so anyway we went to eat at Secret Recipe and talked and talked and talked.. i love talking to her. She's the one person i feel so at ease with.. haiz. ok anyway, my dear fir was in hospital cos of dengue.. is that how u spell it? oh well.. poor dear.. he's fine now i tink.. i cant wait to see him.. he's gonna keep his hair spiked for me! arghhh i'm so in love with fir and hafi! hahaha.

2004-10-13T09:57:00.000+08:00

hello again. its been some time now eh?

First: YaY!!! Hafi has a new phone! and its reallly nice its like her old phone, which i actually wanted to get only it has no camera but now it does! its e newer model.. hee. now she can take pics of oh-we-know-who and lemme see! yay yay yay..

Anyway i had a 45 min bath yesterdae in the tub. omg. it was so wonderful. i could have drowned!... rites. so well nothing exciting so far. this is my pathetic life. erk. i feel pathetic. i'm like a loser. At least Taran went partying on Sat.. went to china jump.. argh should have went.. but i had other plans so nvm.. still waiting for prom.. arefoo wants to go to chinablack for some bangra night or someting to meet emporio. ew... i dunno.. chinablack is nice but its so blah. plus one of my mentors have huge connections there and if i see her, it'll be so damn paisey. oh wells.

speakin of grad, oh-my-gawdddd the guys in sch are going to be our band... *wince* why oh why must our sch be so damn CHEAPO?! errrrrghhhhhhh. can't they hire a PROPER band? like one that'll wear cute Tux-es and u noe perform nice songs both upbeat and slow.. and have nice voices and those that are certainly a treat to the eye? CANT THEY INVITE FORCE VOMIT OR SOMETHING?! WAT'S WRONG WITH TJC?!!! ewewewewewewew! thats ALL i can say. this so brings down all incentives to go to prom. i'll prob wear ear plugs or something.

ah and yes, i tink i wanna learn drummin after As... either in a class or with my brother's friend. he's such a power drummer. hais.

oh and by the way, Peter Dumortier officially sucks. and the librarian who always picks on my best friend cos she keeps eating cookies? well i tink hes just lonely..poor guy. everyday surrounded by silence. eee.

alright. i'm off to do more exciting stuffs. (-_-)

2004-10-05T14:44:00.000+08:00

hah. me at sya's house rite now. this woman doesnt have any internet explorer ok. she uses some nonsense Real Player thing. and to keep it online u have to keep this stupid pop up of some real player thing. its useless.

anyway.

we had each this wonderful bowl of Maggie just now and i tink it was the ebst maggie i've ever tasted! ahaha.. Yes. i have been skipping sch for e past like 4 days.. no wait.. 3 days but i tink me not going to sch is really much more useful den me actually comin to sch cos i dun really do anything in sch nowadays. esp just now. 3 periods of econs. omg. somebody save me. and the only fun thing me and sya could even do was to write on a lil piece of paper wat we want for our birthday and pass em to each other. yes. we are losers. sigh.

anyhows, Jaja dearest lost her handphone yesterdae!! argh. she's such a cute crazy woman. the worst thing was i messaged her this real nice msg last night and she cant read it now coz her phone is in the hands of some creep. erk. i hope that person who has her phone is partially blind cos u noe, already hafi's phone is so dark and erm *ahem* spoilt, after being dropped more den 65 times.. hehe!

alright, i have to go... for tuition! ARGH. 2 days in a row. i'm dying here ppl.

i have NO LIFE.

2004-10-02T11:48:00.000+08:00

ok i've been thinkin, maybe coz i've been watchin too much FRIENDS, do guys really get turned on my lesbians? ahaks.. my friend said yes but he hates Singapore Lesbians (no offence ppl) coz like they're trying too hard? i dunno.. i'm all girl and all female so i know no shit abt this.
i still have no idea if i'm up for grad nite.. but i picked a real nice dress already, but its online (i hear a chorus of DUH here)... but really, its really really nice.. and i'm thinking of going nuts and wearing those long pretty gloves. i just dont know if they should be lace or satin. :) yups!

Anyhoos, i want the pics for our day out!! i've only gotten the one where i kissed Arefoo.. :( but the pic's real nice though:

hehe.. believable? i dun tink so lah but i really would wanna kiss one of my friends. Sarah said she was too shy.. hehehe! she's so adorable. Fir once said he wanted to kick her or make her fall or something cos she's just too cute! anyways, here's the pic of my dream dress and the dream shoes by Gucci..

sigh. i love gucci shoes. argh. and i love manolo.. double argh..

2004-09-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

omg. i deproved my econs by 25%. is that like a record breaking deprovement or wat?!
its all cos of the case study and the drq.. i was literally tearing thru the whole paper cos i had like mind block or sumtink and my head just couldnt take it! argh.

ok i won't dwell on news that'll break my heart.

anyhoos, the outing with the girls was realllly nice.. we had lunch at NYDC where i met Duffy!!! Havent seen him in a long time and i really miss him! the food there's really yummy.. i ate Cookie Monster Mudpie and Jaja had this really cute drink called e=mc2.. haha cute eh? and we were foolin arnd and stuffs and got like discount cos the manager said it was ok for Duffy to not charge us for my mudpie i tink.. which costs $10 by the way.. heh. Anyhoos, the day was so wonderful though we walked a LOT.. ahaks.. i met Arefoo earlier cos i was out earlier that day and we talked and walked arnd and oh btw, she has a new bf whom we call Emporio.

No no. Not cos he's suave or anything. Coz his name's Aman and he keeps pronouncin it as Arman so i just linked him to Armani.. plus.. he's got *ker-ching* so i guess Emporio is a fine nick for him. And she's totally crazy abt this guy. *sigh*. i don't think he's cute though. heh. i tink it's just her.. My fir is MUCH cuter! i tink. hee.

So anyway we took loadsss of pics and i wanted one with me kissing one of the girls but they were all so shy so i just posed for a "kissin" pic with Arefoo. sigh. Girls if u're reading this i don't care. ONE of u have GOT to kiss me while we take a photo. yup. oh no, i'm no lesbian, i just wanna noe wat it's like to kiss one of ure closest friends! ahaha wierd. oh well, i like wierd.

anyway it was all good. the pics and the people and the company. sigh. wonderful friends.
*muax*

oh. i want a corset dress for my grad night. sigh. it's beautiful!!!!!! i'll post a pic later on if i'm not too lazy. keke.

so yes my bf is leaving for NS tmrw and i'm really upset. argh.. i hate NS. i'm gonna miss the little puppy.. he's my little wierdo and i lurve him so much. arghhhhh why must i miss him?! alright i have to go now..

-and so the story goes on and on...-

2004-09-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hee!
yipeeeee i just ended prelims..
ok yesterdae i ended prelims.. den i went to PQ's house to see her bunny!!!!!!!!!!
omg the little ball is so *cuteeeee* oh dear.. i'm in love with his lil tail...it's so round and adorableeee... sighness. den we watched Fight Club and stuff and i was soooo tired i went home and just slept thru til like 6 plus... den went for dinner..
anyway tmrw i'm having dinner with my girls!!!!!!!!!!
omg i'm ecstatic.. i mean i havent seen all of em for so long.. Hafi NH Arefoo Angie Sarah.. yayyyy.. i wanna watch Vanity Fair too.. oh yes yes i'm going to get boots with Sya coz it's super cheap!!! 2 for $39.90!! yay. hehee.
oh yea by the by i still dunno wat to wear on grad nite and stuffs.. erk. i dunno i just cant wait to end everything and just be carefree.
i need retail therapy like really soon.
my mom promised to let me buy anything on ebay after the As!! yay. finally.
really good motivation to study by the way. heh.
alrite. gotta run~

2004-09-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

ok i dunno why i have to do this but i wanna just give tribute to my fav animals!!!!
ok.. i lurveee koalas... they're so cute!
i went to Australia and i got to hug and carry em! such darlings...

and of course, my all fav bunnies~!!!

i soooo lurve bunnies.. okok everyone noes that. my nickname is wabbit for god's sake. ok for sea animals, i dunno i just have this thing for manatees!!!

and seals!!!

oooh i lurve snow leopards.. they are SUCH BEAUTIFUL ANIMALS!!!!

okok. thank u for entertaining my craze and madness. heh.

2004-09-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

ok..
yesterday was a very fun but useless study session at Shafa's house.. we ate, watched TV, studied ONLY for a little while.. den we got restless and like needed to umm bake pizza.. heh
so yes yes, baking of pizza, watching Simpsons (homer is such a darling) and oh den we watched nice music vids by The Strokes, N.E.R.D and Jet ( there was Franz Ferdinand also) but omg i cant believe Shaf ripped off JET for Ferdinand. i mean, the last part of Look What You've Done is like the crucial moment of the song rite when everyone got into that pose that matches the background and it was my fav part!
Here i was anticipating that moment and nicely she didnt even tell me she taped over it untill BAM. some stupid ferdinand music vid with disgusting teeth and all.

what a disappointment. argh.

den we ended up watching Trainspotting which was so very gross. And den we just sorta hung out in her room lookin at mags and listening to music.

by the way, i do not listen to shit music.

my taste in music is varied and they're all wonderful. to me anyway.

yes so even though i've developed a liking for Strokes and a little Hives and one song by the Vines, it doesn't mean i'm abandoning all my other music like Nightwish, Theatre of Tragedy, Sonata Arctica, Amorphis , Grip inc or Static X & Slipknot ok?

:)

2004-08-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

Yayyyy....
my tagboard's up!!! but i still can't link though..
i'm sorry all my dear peoples.. if i find the time i'll try to k?
anyhows, today was a super tiring day. period.
still very much in love with brad pitt by the way.
Oh! i just dlwed some real cool Fight Club wav. and their ost..
yayyy!

2004-08-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

ok.. my new layout has like no links and no tagboard ppl.. im so sorry... i tink xtina is gonna help me with the tagboard but i cant link and i dunno why..
sorry dears~

2004-08-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

alright.
i just watched 2 runs of Oprah's Primetime featuring my Brad!!!
its official.
he is the most perfect guy in this earth.
THE MOST.
He's the yardstick for perfection.
no.
hes the epitome of perfection.
He is such a darling to Jen and the babies! "I like girls..." OMG!!! He is so freakin HAWT.
i am so damn in love with him i tink im gonna die soon... AND HE DANCED! he shook his booty, which is sooo tight and hawt by the way and they even showed a clip of him singing!!! omg omg omg. and he is soooo trippin... his voice is soo the very hunkay!!!
argh.
i'm so in love with William Bradley Pitt!

2004-08-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

i went out with my baby today.

:)

oh but :( coz i went to see the dress i wanted to get for prom that i saw at this mag,
and it was so

FUGLY.

sighness.

nvm lah. Furry says i shuldnt get too sad coz i mean, ive got months to shop for it!

oooh and i got to buff his nails.. how cute.. hehehe..

2004-08-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

wooo...
its been 5ive days? and dear PQ says my blog's getting extinct. hahaha. no lah.. just had no time plus stupid bro kept hogging the comp. oh well.
anyhows, today was the last day of school. strangely i don't really feel that sad. i mean on wednesday (was it?) Elwin was lecturing us and he was telling us how it was the last lect and all and he showed us some slideshow of the amazon basin and stuffs. it was really sweet. in a geogy kinda way..

And then me mash sya went to meet him for some group discussion thing and he was really sweet... den sya started saying how she was gonna miss him and i started thinking how cute and jolly and absent-minded and horribly & incredibly smart he was and i somehow started tearing! and wat a wonderful time to bump into teresa.. she gave me a nice warm hug, although she prolly thought i was some crazy shit. oh well.

But the day ended nicely coz i got to "study" with my best bud Hafi!!! or Jaja.. watever.. we were crazy. i think we laughed from the moment we met til the time we part. i love Hafi. she's such a dear to be around.. sighness. dunno wat i'll do without her.. we were bitching half the time with me being the bitch and her being the well, half-bitch.. haha.. and we had to each make a list of our top 5 most handsome/attractive males (to us) and beautiful/attractive females.

Here's mine (ok ppl don't comment on it alright, it's MY taste)
[not in order except for the first one]

Brad Pitt (this is so duh)
Nate (from Finch)
Simon Rex
Matt Le Blanc (not handsome, but i find him so adorable)
Vin Diesel (ppl tend to freak when i mention him though)

yups.. oh ya Matt Le Blanc has a daughter called Marina! woohoo! okok Top 5 females:

Liv Tyler (oh so gorgeous)
Sandra Bullock
Elizabeth Hurley (she's a classic)
Jessica Beil
Jessica Alba

But i think they may change with time though.. hehe..oh yes if i could include non-fiction characters, i'll put in gambit for the guys and White Queen for the females. Alright, they're marvel characters. I'm a collector ok? :)

Anyways i have a date on sunday with my junior Khal!!! i can't wait.. havent met her for so long and i miss her much! :) will update den..

2004-08-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

ok ppl keep asking me who simon rex is.. he's the guy that acted in Scary movie 3!!!.. the cute one with nice eyes.. ok maybe he's just cute to me but he really has nice eyes.. really..
that's one of his candid fotos.. see the eyes? its all abt the eyes..

ok here's another one.. this one is his pic during some vj-ing session.. :)

there now. so u ppl now know who's simon rex! yayness. ok here's some photos of seth green.. mainly for christina coz shes crazy abt him too! and for Sya!!

alright already..
anyway i was just reminiscing the times i used to watch cartoons straight after school. wait. i still do that but anyway, when i was young somehow it felt more complete. the cartoons were back to back and were all favourites of mine. oh yah. now i know why it was so memorable. my first crush was an X-Men character.. who else other then the very very charming and handsome Gambit!!! I was so in love with Gambit. yupyupyup!

And i think even now, the feeling is still there!!!!!!

2004-08-21T15:05:00.001+08:00

omg there's my handsome brad. isn't he such a handsome handsome beautiful man?
oh dear. i tink only PQ and I will understand this. heh.
ok finally got this website that can post pictures! so now i can show u guys all my pics i have been wanting to post.. hehehe.

this is nate, from a band Finch. He looks a BIT like Furry.. only the eyes lah anyway.. hehehe.. and i'm in love with him! his voice is so omg.. and when he screams.. WoO! heh. alright. woosh, its gettin hot in here. heh. i wanted to put furry's photo but nvm.. keep his ident private yups? hehehe. but anyway...

this band is called Nightwish, and the pic is from their video Wishmaster.. their songs are so nice.. very dark but nice.. they're from Finland by the way.. the main singer is the lady.. she's called Tarja..

well that's her singing live..

this is a band called Lacuna Coil.. they're on the same genre as Nightwish but they're newer.. the girl is again, the main singer.. her name is Cristina Scabbia and they're all Italian! i wanted to try to get theatre of tragedy and Darling Violetta but nvm..

2004-08-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

ok. napfa's five items are over. so what the heck is the use of napfa anyway? its redundant. it is. why must they test how far u can jump!? or stretch or how u can bend sideways and pick up that beanbag in the shortest time possible?! erk. ok at least that's over. won't have to worry abt it again for a lifetime, thank god.
Kingzy PQ and i went to watch the Stepford Wives yesterday.. ahaks. its freakily lame i think. it's freaky but at the same time its kinda corky.. but it was alright i guess.. i won't be rushing off to get it's dvd or anything but for a movie it's not too bad. they had realllyyy pretty stuffs in the movie. from the dresses to the hair to the house to every speck of grass on the lawn. oh i think its the girls Joel would want. u noe, high heels and dresses. hehehe. btw honey, i realllly like the hairdo. yay! out goes the toad and in comes Mr Nice Hair. yay. :D
anyway, i had a really weird encounter with my bf yesterdae.. PQ and Kingzy wuld know rite? and when i reached home the moment i switched my phone on, he called me! like the second i keyed in my pin number. ahaks. and then he told me to check my email, so i thought ok some lame email where my bf's gonna scold me or watever or talk abt some lame crap so i didn't check it till this morning and all night long he refused to talk to me, just kept sending me the same sms
Check your email and then call me k? Miss you.
so i was going nuts and irritated and all and when i checked my mail this morning it was a sweet sweet animation card that he sent me!! sigh. so i just came to a conclusion that no matter how weird things are btw me and furry, he's my man! sighness. ok i sense ppl puking out of erkness here.. sorry guys. but really. i was so damn touched. heh.

Anyway my class girls are going for the Grad Night.. most of them the geog kakis and a few more girls.. peishan.. crystal and geri i tink.. yay! me pq and kingzy wanna spend abt i tink 2 nights there!! so we can parrrrrrttyyyy the night away.. yay! and ofcourse.. it'll be ladies' night out! woohoo! i still dunno wat to wear though.. sighness.. too bad mash and sya wont be sitting with us.. they're sitting with the other malay girls..

And to Jaja if she's reading this, don't be toooo stressed over stuffs k. take everything lightly. i tink you'd prefer being single sometimes. hahaha. cos then there'll be no guilt no worries coz theres no strings attached!

but no, im totally fine with being attached. hehehe. k tata all.

2004-08-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

yippeee.. i've got a new game on my handphone!

Dexter!!!

its really fun! but i keep dying though. Melody!!! if u see this u'll be glad i have a new game u can now exploit. haha. ok great. thanx to disgusting Teresa who shoved her gross GREEN mucus at me now i'm sick and on the bed with my brother's laptop, blogging. heh. :D
yay.
Alright. ever since i got my Friends season 3 dvd i've been addicted. i've ordered season 6 online and i'm gonna buy season 1 and 2 at HMV this week i think. really it's addictive! i so love rachel. She's like me! only she's perfect and beautiful and has a WONDERFUL body which obviously are the characteristics that i so do NOT have. sighness. but really. she's spoilt like me but she's sweet too. Like me rite?

Ok Ok. i hear a community of ppl here protesting.

Can't a girl dream a little?
Jennifer is the luckiest woman i know. She's beautiful, rich and has Brad Pitt as her husband!!!! omg. how lucky can a woman get?!

Anyway my stupid bf is in love with that sister in The Brother's Garcia.. the Lorena girl or watever. he actually said he wanted to put a flower at her ear and kiss her. amazing. den i told him i wanted to sleep with Brad. hahaha. and THEN he told me Lorena or watever would look like a princess if he gave her like some tiara or something (wats up with that?!) den i told him if i gave Brad a ring, he'd look like my husband. hahaa.. and my mom was hearing everything so she was just rolling her eyes at me. Oh please we were watching Maid in Manhattan on HBO and she so fell in love with the main actor.. Ralph Fiennes i think. She kept saying Oh no he's so charming... Look at his eyes..Oh no..(giggles)
Ew was all i could choke up. yeeks.

Ok here's food for thought.. ok i didn't think of it.. Chandler did.

Donald Duck NEVER wore pants. He's always with his blue shirt.
But whenever he gets out of the shower, he has a towel round his waist.
What's up with that?!

hehehe... cute uh?
alright.. toodles.! Btw i tink im skippin sch tmrw..

2004-08-14T14:01:00.000+08:00

alright here's a funny entry.

I Got LOST trying to get to a stupid PUB.

ok, so my friend wanted me to accompany her to watch stupid force vomit at Hideout on Wednesday at 10.. i didn't wanna go cos i'm so not a fan and plus i had 2 essays due the next day! so she asked her ex to go with her but being the assholes that guys always are, he had some shit-lame excuse that he lost his damn ezlink.
yea.
whatever.

so anyhows i met her around 9 and i was in my heels cos i was hoping it would be more like a lounge like The Living Room or Alley bar or something but it was at Hideout.. oh btw i so wanna get into INK Club bar at Raffles the Plaza but it's VIP only! argh... i need huge connections to get in there. the place is phenomenal. Velvet cushions from floor to ceiling.. omg so nice! red drapes and all sorts of wonderful pretty stuffs. oh well.

anyway Hideout was really a hideout cos we couldn't find it anywhere. i got to Hendrix where this person i called said it was but it was nowhere in sight! and behind Hendrix was a bloody quiet alley where we could've been raped or something. by that time it was near 10.40 and my friend was in hysterics. should've seen her. she could have burst into tears any moment.. poor girl..

so we circled the place like a thousand times and wow. we only found Hideout's sign like underneath the ceiling. what shit is that. and the place was SO tiny. it was nice and cozy but so TINY. i mean, every other club i've been to was bigger. no wait. mad monks was small also..but anyhows, there was a crowd and all but we could see the performers eventually although by then i could have collapsed coz my feet were killing me after like brisk walking for an hour. thank god the band had a second set coz i thought we would only be there for like what, 5 mins?

i saw my brother's friend.. Anzhurie i think, and he was kinda cute! only too bad he killed his ex gf once in a motorcycle accident. heh. anyhows, the bassist for Force Vomit was good looking so at least there was something to look at and my friend at least was happy she got to see them and got her shirt.. :) got home near 1 with 2 essays welcoming me. erk. haha... i went to school the next day with a serious attitude coz i practically didn't sleep! sighness.. shouldve skipped sch la. stupid me.

Anyway, 29 peeps.. ok i heard Andy did something really shitty and now he's the ahem BLACK SHEEP. get it ppl. ahaks. ok lameness. anyway, see he's like an example of how guys are never nice. they just do things cos they want wat's in it for them. wat morons. they should all die. sorry pq, no offence to bk orite? heh. but really. sometimes i wish i was a guy just so i could kill myself and know that i've rid the world of a parasite. eeks.

2004-08-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

i hate guys. ok. not the guys guys like Bradley or Nate or David.
i hate guys as in the selfish, self absorbing, ego centrical, parsimonous, greedy, narrow minded, chauvinistic,annoying, debilitating, biting, and disgusting ones.

argh.

what's the use of a boyfriend when he's such an idiot.

ok that's mean.

i love my darling boy i do. he's so precious and good natured and all but sometimes he can be so selfish! argh. i shan't mention anything further. just needed to vend.

guys are such losers sometimes.

2004-08-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

i just watched Fight Club, The Crow, Hannibal & Se7en. And i loved them all.
i love Fight Club coz i love Brad Pitt.
ok ok.
Not that shallow.
Fight Club rules alright? It's a cool story.

The first rule of Fight Club: Noone talks about Fight Club.

The second rule of Fight Club: Noone talks about Fight Club.

Woohoo! ok i just came to drool over Brad a little. heh. Fight Club rules everyone. and i still have NOT studied for my Urban test. Doomed.

2004-08-08T12:35:00.000+08:00

Alright. i hate Nicolas Sparks. every story he writes is like wat's the purpose? to make ppl bawl? so like he has an obsession with tears? I cried like a baby watching The Notebook just now with my darling boy. What if I got senile?! omg. sighness. ok so it was those cliche kinda lurvy movies and all but its still sad.. hai.
Anyway i just went to watch the tpjc drama play with my best friend Jaja.. omg the first 2 plays were well.. prosaic.. erm.. i mean (no offence Sarah and all tpjcians) but it was just dull.. not like intelligent or anything.. lets just say i wasn't moved. at all. and i mean..i had had a rough day. and i mean rough. i was (stupidly i might add) wearing my stilettos. and i was out from 12 wearing my stilettos til 7.. WALKING and WALKING and WALKING. my feet were REALLY killing me. thank god Jaja was being the angel that she is and she was really helping me with my dying feet!
Ok we went to city hall where we walked aimlessly, having nowhere to go, and we ate at Delifrance and caught up with some interesting goss, and then on our way back to the station i bought the season 3 of F.R.I.E.N.D.S and the vcd Seven!! OOoOh Brad Brad Brad! :)

oh my goodness. i am so in love with him. not only me people. Pei Qin too! Right baby? heh heh. He is so HOT. to me anyway. As i was saying.. after the city hall thing we went to taka where this women, thinking that i was naturally tall i think approached me to sign up with her for some shitty gig.. so anyhows when we reached Far East i actually traded my boots with Jaja for her sandals! and she wore my shoe for one whole level of the mall.. then she started whining and killing me for not switching back so i did. (sigh). We got through everything and in Taka at about 5, my feet were REALLY killing me. i couldn't walk straight! haha.. so we sat at McDonalds and talked. and i found out something REALLY GROSS.

There's this guy i used to know. i shan't say his name here but well to make it really obvious, he was a friend from the Flying club with me. (yes ppl, it's him). and he told Jaja before they met that "oh a lot of people say i look like SHAH RUKH KHAN"
Oh my friggin god. ok S.R.K is some bollywood star apparently and

Shah Rukh Khan is UGLY
HE SO DOESN'T EVEN LOOK LIKE HIM COS HE'S TONS UGLIER!

So yes. i was utterly traumatized and everything when jaja told me that when she was at the beach with her family, and he messaged her to look out for someone with cool shades PLUS den he said (brace yourselves) look out for a beach HUNK.

What the CRAP is that.

I could have died then.

I really could have.

Really.

i was so traumatized. hahaha den i burst out laughing and swore to her to spread the WONDERFUL news! hahaha..

What a day.. den anyhows, when the day ended i thought i could get my dearest dad to pick me up but NO. he had to play badminton and since i had no more cash (after spending like more den $55) i had to take the train home! it was great at first coz i had an eye candy but then this couple of disgusting guys came in and i just sorta dozed till i reached my stop.. den thank God my dad decided that for once his daughter was actually important so he picked me up at the station.. in the car i just took of my boots and walked to my house in socks!

The price of vanity

Oh well at least i enjoyed my day with my best friend. I love u Jaja. Forever!

2004-08-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

i am so frust. i cannot get this pic to upload. argh.
and i can't wait to give furry his bdae gifts.. hehe.. thank u so much KM and PQ and Tere for all ure help.. hehe.. that dictionary thing is really sweet KM!
Anyhows, i'm still at home now eating Koko Krunch. and my brother is nicely touring around Langkawi diving and sailing with his friends.

Life is just not fair.

Sighness. Oh i just watched City of Angels yesterday.. it's such a depressing movie.. i couldn't stop crying at the end.. argh..
i hate unhappy endings.

Sharf asked me to accompany her to some Hoobastank gig and Shafa asked me to follow her to some Force Vomit gig. oh crap. and i'm not even a fan of both. why cant they have Theatre of tragedy or Nightwish or Lacuna Coil or Finch?! Why can't the bands I like have some gigs there and then? i love TOT. they're so amazing.. Nightwish too.. they're not like heavy metal like Grip Inc(not bad, btw.. love their song Rustynail). They're a combination of like rock and new age. i tink.. i dunno.. they just sound really nice.. Gothic and all but real nice.. i wanna take a listen to Daughter Darling.. i hear they're trippin too~

Anyhows, people of 2903.. take a look at dumortier's face at school k. He has worms growing out of his chin. i dunno if it's like a case of being too fair or watever but.. damn.. his chin is disgusting.. and during tutorials KM will just keep calling them wormies and we've decided to all eat Gummy Worms the next tutorial! hehe.. But seriously someone should really get him to look in the mirror!

Alright, that's enough condeming him for one day i guess.. heh heh heh.

woops.
ok so finally my mum found out abt the $250 that i spent on her credit card buying my boots and dvds.. hehe. and she sorta was pissed but my dad was in love with the stilettos so he let me off this time.. and i just got Fight Club online too~ and Meet Joe Black. So PQ when it comes i'll lend it to u alright? i know she's dying to watch em.. ok ok. so i'm spoilt. doesn't mean i'm not erm.. nice.. rite? hehehe..

2004-08-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

Alright everyone kill me now. heh.
i forgot abt my own darling boy's birthday.
How sad is that?!
But it's ok.. i went to get him his main present redi.. after like one period of discussion between me Pei Qin, King Man and Teresa. KM was insane if u asked me. She's nonsensensical! haha.. Her ideas were those "i'm-a-crazy-obsessed-lover" idea.. she wanted me to print out my pic onto bedsheets pillows and BOLSTERS.
So anyhows we went to town to get the pressie and PQ's Bradley vcds and we actually planned to study first but u noe.. kinda got off track and we got the vcds first.. den we went off to marche's and we spent like $45 on deserts and vegetables alone.. how sinful is THAT. and we couldn't even study properly coz they were playing some WEIRD african songs and we just kept laughing over and over. oh and not to mention bingeing. and yes, after our very unsuccessful attempt to study we left to get Furry's pressie, where his friend saw me and told him! There goes my surprise. oh boy.

Anyway it's friday morning now.. i'm so not in school coz they're having some stupid celebration which i'm not interested in.. and everyone's like wearing red and white and watever.. haha.. going for some drama at TPJC later.. it better be good! oh! i cant wait to wear my boots later.. THEY're GORGEOUS!
tata!

2004-07-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

PE! PE sucks. but todae was kinda slack.. just did some circuits stuff. anything's better den running like 3 rounds gate to gate. erkness. school was dead boring. my life is dead boring. I went out with Shafa today..Ate at delifrance.. its amazing how used-to-be enemies are now such wonderful friends. Shafa is insane. Really, she is. She's into this mat-craze right now..After watching Force Vomit or some shit.. i dunno.. she and her British Bands. ahaks.

Alright. I finally finished Prozac nation! Woohoo! Oh i've got this friend, who has a totally obsessed and freaky girlfriend who wants to tattoo his name on her BUTT. i mean, i know it's not like uncommon or anything but i mean.. ew. And she's got him all crazy. It's like, he'll go nuts just for her u noe, regardless of wat he does to anyone else around him. it's sad sometimes, and he doesn't even seem fully happy. i tink it's just that he's scared of feeling lonely without her although seriously, i think he's really better off without. he's become such an unpleasant person now. but hey, it's not like i'm in any position to say anything right?

Anyhoos, i was thinking abt school. School's making us so rigid and everything. it's like noone's human. i dread just walking around the school. its worse den a graveyard. at least in a graveyard you won't get bored coz u noe, u're busy being scared but in school it's just BLAH. eerk. and did i mention ugly too? not just the school btw. sighness. i'm gonna be in a real funk if i don't get out of this system soon. there's just not enough yuck in this world.

whoa. finally got THIS done.

2004-07-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

i have so got to set my priorities right. really now. firstly i'm so new in this thinger i dont even know if this entry will be posted. i doubt anyone reading this actually knows me. i don't even know how to operate this thing. am i a blog-illiterate person or wat? Up to my ass in powerpoints and surfin, no problem, but ask me to keep an online journal? it's like starting pre-school again.

ok so i did mention getting my priorities right. i'm supposed to complete 2 projects by tmrw, and oh yes, study for wednesday's essay test plus complete my literature note essay. isn't that something. and what am i doing? typing out my heart's content. i guess this is more satisfying.

Introduction? do i NEED an introduction. omg i'm totally bad at this. nvm nvm. ok i just have to say this. i love the TV series Angel. yes. odd much? not really. don't ask me why alright. ppl have their obsessions. mine happens to be Angel with David Boreanaz & Charisma Carpenter, oh plus of course the ever-more gorgeous William Bradley Pitt. heh heh heh. I'm all for Liv Tyler. i tink she's such a sensous and one of the most beautiful person on this planet. (sighness) ok. i'm crazy. anyhows, back to my obsessions. Music. i live and die for music.

Music's Everything. I love classical music. Don't know any personally but i love classical..(i don't think Maksim is classical uh?) and whoa, i LOVE metal music. i mean.. Nightwish, Theatre of Tragedy, Amorphis, Lacrimosa. they're trippin. sighness. how can anyone sing like that?! haha.. i love Slipknot, System of a Down, Grip Inc, Sonata Artica and Static X too.. Punk music? i'm not so for simple-watever-plan but i don't mind the sounds of Finch, The Strokes, Funeral for a Friend, Juliana Theory or Saosin.. yuppers.. then there's pop..nothing much against it but i'm not like dying for some.. i guess i'm ok with Jessica Simpson. ya ok kill me already k? i just think she's amusing.. and Britney isn't so bad herself i guess. i don't know.. haven't been listening to radio for like.. ever.

i wish we could buy time. i'd like buy tones of it. i wanna finish my Prozac Nation but theres just no time.. argh. and i wanna finish my Clockwork Orange too! but no, Lit text comes first, rite?! ok anyhows, i'm boring myself already. ok wat happened in school todae? we had to do some presentation during lit, and i'm so sorry Mitchelle, Amy, Eudora and Hui Xun, i just wasn't prepared. so we, no they did it in five minutes. and i got to know about it three mins before the lesson started. so my only contribution to the whole presentation was one line about Venus and Adonis and his damn pampered horse and some concept of petrarchan, patriarchal and sexual love. i could have sworn Lofty was thinking :this girl's a serious mess.
oh well, she said it was good overall anyways.

yea, so during GP mash was STRUGGLING to get her points out but got cut off by the no-how-can-you-say-that Mrs Noordin. thank GOD she didn't preach today. i swear if she does, i'll prob question her take on religion. hello. preaching us while wearing skirts with slits up her ass? talk about being morally correct. den later on i guess we got down with the weather. mash ate something bad and i got the debilitating migranes so i couldn't visit poor sya, who just got into surgery coz of some growth at her stomach. talk about ouch. poor dear. if she reads this, i'm so sorry for being just a lousy friend. hope your body's done with all the deteriorating, huh? don't want u to be the next you-know-who. heh.

yea so now i'm struggling with the damn geog project that i have to complete. argh. and dear christina's teaching me how to work this thing via sms.. haha.. omg. my life suck. oh wait. i have no life. I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS WORLD!! not the only one i guess. i wonder if fir reads this. haha. if u are fir, i love u my darling boy.. you make life so much more bearable.

ok then. =)