Project Mayhem.

This is your life. Good to the last drop.:: Doesn't get any better than this. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time :: This isn't a seminar. It isn't any weekend retreat. :: Where you are now, you can't even imagine what the bottom will be like. :: Only after disaster can we be resurrected.:: It's only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything.:: Nothing is static.:: Everything is falling apart.:: This is your life.::

Bottom pit

I'm spoilt. Not a Brat. Just spoilt.
I'm an insomniac. I can't sleep sometimes.
But when i do, i become a somnambulist.
Sleepwalking really isn't that bad u know.
I can be such a bitch sometimes
But hey, everybody's got their days rite?
Totally un-understandable.
Radically insane
But all the same, i'm really nice
heh.

Hawties
Brad Pitt
Nate, from Finch
Nick Valensi, The Strokes
Matt Le Blanc
Tom Ford
Liv Tyler

Swanked
My MUVO 4.0gb player.
Books, topped with Hot Vanilla from Coffeebean
All my dvds i bought online
Shoes. Stilettos. Boots.
Manolo Blahnik. Jimmy Choo. Roberto. Gucci.
Off shoulder sweaters
Scents by Giorgio Armani, Chanel & Givenchy
Stars, Astronomy
Big comfy cushions
A day spent with him and my best girlfriend


Blink it over

July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004


Holler
all heels and no soul
You Know

I Rule

Yes?(smilies)


Friday, October 22, 2004

aha. This one's for the ppl i love.


everyone noes who's that.
Thats her.
my lesbian partner, as some would label us.
Not entirely wrong, we do love each other. Probably more den anyone else, after our families.


yes, that's our feet.
uh-huh. we do the craziest things.
Dont even get me started.


geog kakis!!
ah i love these ppl.
i love geography classes. our geog trip.. we had such a blast.
me and pq even went for spa treatments!
yup. naked in the damn tub together.
now that's something. but its fine.. it was a milk bath anyway.


Karaoke!!!
we were insane, yes.


i just have to add this in.
look at Sya.
So happy and delighted that we didn't have to do our presentation that day.
her expression is priceless.
obviously we weren't ready for anything. :)


and how can i ever forget my dear dear Mr Elwin.
my most favourite teacher in the world.
i love him.

:)

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 3:37 PM.

i have the sweetest and the BEST best friend in the WHOLE ENTIRE universe.
she just came, all the way from Bedok to Jurong to my house, to give me my present!
omg.
i want to kiss her all over.
plus she saw me with my PJs and toe socks in my worst ever raw state.
i hadn't even taken a bath.
wow.
shes the best aint she?
hee.
and this is for her, all in orange, her fav colour.
i swear by everything thats holy i'm gonna try my best to be as wonderfully nice to her as shes so perfectly amazing to me.
i am the luckiest woman in the world.
i have a wonderful family aside from the assholitical brother who can be quite the sweetie sometimes.
i have a lovely charming and totally cute boyfriend.
and i have the best and most loving best friend in the world.
and i love all of them.
with all my heart.
:)

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 2:48 PM.


Monday, October 18, 2004

i wanna go lounging.
just talked to an old friend today whom i dearly miss and we decided we prefer cuddling up on a comfy couch and watch live bands or pianists play. i dont wanna be on that fruckken dancefloor anymore..
omg. i'm becoming mellow-er by the day.
i think tere once told me that too!
oh well..
i love Kittie and i love The Killers.
i love In Flames too!
Shar, if u want songs, get frm them, but i doubt they're part of ure genre.
Anyone noes a good place to learn drums?
I am so deprived of things that do not actually put u to sleep.
my life is an official bore.
i am so emaciated with the thought of going to that damn study table again.
School and the fruckken As are debilitating!
i am going to slowly fade into the world of grayscale and letters and numbers.
somebody help me!

all that aside,
i think i wanna have Pizza later for dinner!

:)

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 2:48 PM.


Sunday, October 17, 2004

this is getting too publicised.
sorry guys. i'm not linking now.

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 9:46 PM.


Saturday, October 16, 2004

The Killers - Somebody Told me. (totally rocks)

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink, you might miss
'Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well, somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential

Ready lets roll onto something new
Takin' it's toll and I'm leaving without you
'Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well, somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential a rushin' a rushin' around


Pace yourself for me
I said maybe, baby, please
But I just don't know now
When all I wanna do is try

Well, somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend

That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential a rushin' a rushin' around

Somebody told me you had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend

That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential, I've got potential a rushin' a rushin' around

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 8:42 PM.


Friday, October 15, 2004

i like sharifah. i think she's real sweet and funny and generally such an obedient person. She loves music. Well, i love music too but i mean, i think Shar can't get enough.. hee.. and wats real nice is that she shares her love for music arnd her, not just keep it to herself.. i think that's a real cool gesture.. :)

so anyway, i just realized that my taste in music has widened up from listenening to crazy shit metal songs and power metal songs to real old skool type rock.. currently thanks to Shafa i'm hooked on The Strokes and i can't get enough of them. Really. and now i kinda like the sounds of this band called The Killers.. i tink that's their name... yups.. and Muse and Velvet Revolver although they're different.. but i think old skool rock is so straightforward and honest and so easy to listen to! And i love their drummings.. the drums really play a part in their music.. its like every single instrument counts.. and has its own individual role that u can really hear.. i love it.

ok apart from that, i still loveee metal bands.. currently crazy over (still) Nightwish and H.I.M (His Infernal Majesty), In Flames, Portishead, Blindside.. i dunno why i like em.. i tink i'm just really wierd by nature.. i love the gothic tradition.. i love anything gothic but no, i'm so not satanic.. :)

Please don't kill me hafi for typing this but i loveee classics.. or just plain symphonic music and celtic music.. esp the LOTR soundtrack.. and Bach - Air on G.. Schubert.. his trout quintet.. real nice pieces.. really.. they won't put u to sleep, i promise.

I guess i love music too huh.. punk is not bad, hiphop is alright.. but not too much of it tho, kinda makes me sick aft a while esp watching their videos.. they're all so bling bling and what nots. i think, if u listen to proper techno like industrial techno, it might be forgivable. heee. cos i really hate techno i have no idea why..

i need a book.
Anything other than a literature text pls. Currently reading The Monk.. just finished Dracula and The Bloody Chamber.. a must read, for feminists worldwide. :) I wanna read DaVinci's Code but i think that has to be done only after the A Levels..theres so many things i wanna do i cant even put it down. argh.

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 7:40 PM.

i'm so into fishnet stokings and corsets rite now.
:)
plus i'm so into fir.

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 5:35 AM.


Thursday, October 14, 2004

oh my god.
i have the stupidest most idiotic dumb but totally cute and wonderfully adorable boyfriend.
oh my god.
anyway yes, i was complaining abt how i'm gettin real fat right now and he says "alright, i'll help you lose weight then!"

yes, that is so the ideal reaction to what i was saying. Really fir honey. Please, please PLEASE think before u speak. so anyway i was in near tears after everything but i was half laughin and half about to bawl and there he was being so cute and trying to take back what he said.
:)
so anyway i told him if he ever wanna marry me he'd have to get me rings from high end shops like those by Daniel K or George Jensen or Scott Kay, a pair of shoes from Manolo and a white suit from Dolce and Gabbana or Donna Karan. hahahha... poor guy.. he said he'd try to work for it.. i have the best guy in the whole wide world and i love him so much i could die.

i dunno if its just me but ever since i bought my first season of F.R.I.E.N.D.S, season 3, i've been totally hooked on em since. i bought season 1 to 4 and download season 5 to 9.. my mom says i can get all of em online after As. Yay! anyway i've spread this love for friends to Sya who like me now is a HUGEEEE fan of Friends. i am so totally in love with Joey cos he's oh-so adorable and u noe, like Phoebe says, U'd never expect someone so hot to be so sweet. hee!
And i love chandler cos hes so witty and Ross cos hes just so funny!!! i love them i really do.
and i love rachel and phoebe!! argh. i am such a Friends addict. totally.

so anyway went out with my best friend today.. yay! get this. she wanted to meet me at cos i didnt go to sch so she told me to meet her at 1.30 and nicely i said "hello.. i'm not gonna be that late.. why not 1?" and yes, i reached CT hall at 1.30.. hahaha.. thank god she, knowing me came late too so she only had to wait for 15 mins.. hee! i love her i do! We had so much fun.. just loads of walking but we were just talking and talking.. we ate toast and went to look for sya's pressie and yay i found the perfect one.. i hope sya loves it as much as i do.. hee! We were supposed to eat at Breeks but this woman was smart enough to get us lost thinking Breeks was at Taka.. Breeks was at Wisma but i think they relocated.. so anyway we decided when we have money later on we'd eat at IndoChine.. the place is so nice! love the couches.. plus theres this real cool cafe at Bugis.. it's so homey.. sofas and cushions and movie posters.. its so pretty.. i just wanna sit and read with her.. i love hafi so much. i dunno wat i'd do without her.. really. :)

so anyway we went to eat at Secret Recipe and talked and talked and talked.. i love talking to her. She's the one person i feel so at ease with.. haiz. ok anyway, my dear fir was in hospital cos of dengue.. is that how u spell it? oh well.. poor dear.. he's fine now i tink.. i cant wait to see him.. he's gonna keep his hair spiked for me! arghhh i'm so in love with fir and hafi! hahaha.

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 11:56 PM.


Wednesday, October 13, 2004

hello again. its been some time now eh?

First: YaY!!! Hafi has a new phone! and its reallly nice its like her old phone, which i actually wanted to get only it has no camera but now it does! its e newer model.. hee. now she can take pics of oh-we-know-who and lemme see! yay yay yay..

Anyway i had a 45 min bath yesterdae in the tub. omg. it was so wonderful. i could have drowned!... rites. so well nothing exciting so far. this is my pathetic life. erk. i feel pathetic. i'm like a loser. At least Taran went partying on Sat.. went to china jump.. argh should have went.. but i had other plans so nvm.. still waiting for prom.. arefoo wants to go to chinablack for some bangra night or someting to meet emporio. ew... i dunno.. chinablack is nice but its so blah. plus one of my mentors have huge connections there and if i see her, it'll be so damn paisey. oh wells.

speakin of grad, oh-my-gawdddd the guys in sch are going to be our band... *wince* why oh why must our sch be so damn CHEAPO?! errrrrghhhhhhh. can't they hire a PROPER band? like one that'll wear cute Tux-es and u noe perform nice songs both upbeat and slow.. and have nice voices and those that are certainly a treat to the eye? CANT THEY INVITE FORCE VOMIT OR SOMETHING?! WAT'S WRONG WITH TJC?!!! ewewewewewewew! thats ALL i can say. this so brings down all incentives to go to prom. i'll prob wear ear plugs or something.

ah and yes, i tink i wanna learn drummin after As... either in a class or with my brother's friend. he's such a power drummer. hais.

oh and by the way, Peter Dumortier officially sucks. and the librarian who always picks on my best friend cos she keeps eating cookies? well i tink hes just lonely..poor guy. everyday surrounded by silence. eee.

alright. i'm off to do more exciting stuffs. (-_-)

>> -- And yes,that'd be me. -- 9:57 AM.